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Sunday, April 22, 2007
LivinG mY LiFe rEgReTfuLLy =(
jus a usual day today....juz stayed at home in the morning....the whole morning was jus lying on my bed....dun feel like getting up....dun wan to face the world >.< hAiS......thinking alot....held back my tears too =( wonder wat's wrong wif me these few days....keep thinking about things which made me sad and unhappy.....=( hAiS...also counted how many "first times".....[ mayb ur dun understand....then jus treat it as u never see it... ] then when i went downstairs to buy some bread for my lunch saw "him" [ mayb athar will know...lols ] which made my day worse...=( then went back home....played audition....glad that u are now lvl 10....going freedom le loh....anyway i also dun think u'LL play.... then at night, parents ask me go out wif them.....was forced lo...=( went to causeway....saw something....then thought of the time...where i broke the promise =( went up to the cinema also.......and made it even worse....everything jus fly back to me.....=( wan run away also cannot..=( jus cause they wan see what movie nice.....cannot see other time meh...=( why mus now....when i am thinking so much... then went to food court eat....lost my appetite...then my mother force me eat....so went to buy omelette to eat.....quite small....like dessert.....then got scolded...=( my parents dun even know how i feel now....then went home....went online on msn....someone make me think alot...alot !!! now i feel even worse....everything i dun wan to know...is all coming to me all at once....i cannot take it....argh ! and now i dun even dare talk to her.....ahhhhhhh =( mayb we wont even talk to each other again.........*rEgReTs* hAiS =''( *sObs* =(
[ counted 36 " first times" ]
i guess tomolo will be a quiet day for me...
rDRAgonZ [givE uPs~ !!! T.T ] 9:58 PM
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